HopelessFears

Stab my heart tear my skin release the devil embedded within i choke their laughter that caused my cries for they drained the fluid from my eyes i twist their bones until they break even this still conceals my hate show them the torture that i survived stabbing daggers into their eyes i carve their chests hollow for that shows their heart an organ at which at birth did part i rip their bodies into shreds and lay them separate while cold and dead bodies resting but not in peace this is what reads as their destiny patch my wounds water my eyes now the devil received my sacrifice

place your knife between my breasts empty blood pours from my chest scream my name touch my fear it was you in the end who drove me here count the times you heard me say maybe ill last another day help me hear their whispered song maybe one day ill chant along you touched my soul with your first look now you drain me of blood it was my life you took hold me close ease my pain after this moment i shall never fear pain again what lies for me now is yet unknown hopefully a world richer than this dreaded dome touch my lips soft with yours as they turn pale i hear you weep i feel your teardrops

I hold the knife close to my skin I feel the metal cutting in I watch as my deep blood flows With it takes all my woes But soon these problems back again Once more the knife meets my skin When one day i cut far too deep In the distance i hear them weep My body laid out across my bed Sheets and blanket deep stain red Oh mother! i can hear your cries And i know the sorrow in your eyes You may not know but i stay near Listen close and you will hear My laughter in the summer breeze Teardrops on the window pain But with each shiver down your spine This knife is again yet mine For even with your most tender touch This pain i know

As i sit and try to hide i wonder if they know what going on inside can they hear the words so close to me its saving me, setting me free the voice whispers softly in my ear persuading me theres nothing to fear it has my trust i hold its hand as it helps me up i feel something go wrong the voice is no longer soft i am no longer strong its shouting and shouting even threatening me now as it was picking me up it threw me back down you are worthless it screams live in a pathetic dream to think that anybody cares for you you are nothing to all not even something to you how can you think that youll become something great whe

sit me down hold me close hold me tighter and im still alone you kiss my neck lick my ear nibble my shoulder but noone is near touch my hips remove my top hold my breasts but i feel unloved you continue with your unloved sin the further you go the more emptyness within you lay your body ontop of mine you kiss my with passion look into my eyes you stop with a halt you know what i feel you know once more that i am lost lost in a world full of empty dreams empty minds and empty streets you lay back down try to rest get back up never to return again left to lay alone in mine and the world of the real but now i have

kiss me gentle kiss me hard kiss me forever ill never last trust in me i know you scream but over the years youve deafened me with broken promises and empty lies i sit, wait and watch this world pass by eventually i turn to stone just a monument of something you used to know ill help you up i know you say but with these words you drove me further away take my hand its warm and soft when i touch it turns to thorns i join my corner, my lonely place i close my eyes, i see your face your smile hides an evil plan your mind drifts in a clueless land your reaching out but from a place so far you try to help but u dont even kno

she walks alone as she stands her ground feels so small but looks so proud her chin held high her smile wide her laugh out loud is just a sound locked in her room on the floor tear stained pillow but no tears fall left for once on her own no one can bother.. shes all alone she sits, locked, in her space a cold, lonely empty place as she rocks in her corner she knows it now shes has nothing left except her fall now came her last chance, to escape she tighs her neck round with a drape as her body hangs high that heart felt smile is full of pride for now she shows her colours she has no reason to hide

Look into the shadows Walk into the woods Hear the waters rhythm Drawing a soothing tempting mood As i move nearer to the lake The darkened forest is not a fear No longer standing in my way When i reach my fate is clear I dip my foot slowly For a taster of the full I urge to go some deeper Till my body weakens to its pull Watching the water turn To a darker shade of red I know its from my body In which this blood is bled Calmly now i leave My body from my soul This lake has set me free From the forests fearful toll